SHIT!

when i'm not silent anymore, i just want to talk. i just want to share/ not for judge anyone, not for say bad thing about anyone. i just need anybody who really want to hear me. because i'm not a woman who really can stand strength alone. when i'm really bad, i don't really pleasure to let it all stay in deep my heart. becasuse it's all hurt . i'm sorry

Life in this beautifull world, sometimes shit, sometimes smile. shit when you find something that make you hurt, cry, sad, disspaointed. Smile when you find loves, friends, togetherness.

it's really shit when you find typical people that not at the same with you and just stand with their own perverserness. But, i'm so stupid when i say it's all really shit. shit is when i never can enjoy myself to enjoy all the differences. because life is full of difference. Like my Daddy have been said to me, "At your life, you'll find so many people with all their different characteristic. Please be more care, admire and respect to each other. Don't ever keep away from them just because you hate them or there is one mistake, just one mistake that they're maked in to you. Be wise. So you'll be mature."

Thanks Daddy! Ya, like i told you before. It's all about shit and smile. Your duty and obigation on your life is to care to each other. to keep they heart, not make them hurt. Because, you never can life all alone. i told you, you need somebody else on your life for everything you do on your life. For supporting you. For loving you. For careing you. So, please, don't ever make them who really care of you are hurted.

Sometimes maybe you need all alone. sometimes you feel you can solve everything all alone. Sometimes you reallu belive you can success by yourself by all alone your ability. You just climb your career. You never care of everything beside you. Until someday, you'll know, you'll never get anything.

HAH! THIS LIFE IS SO SHIT SOMETIMES! But, i love all Allah has given to me. Alhamdulillah.

But now, i just really hate this shit!